Assalamualaikum and hai to all my families and friends... currently I am still in the hospital. I admitted to Ward 11 at almost 3 pm last Friday, 4th April 2008. I was accompanied by my beloved husband. But my blood pressure was not that bad at all. not as higher like last November. I felt relieved to know that. mm..well, after that there was nothing to do, just sat and lying on the bed. Hoped for wi fi detected but unfortunately there was not even any signal of it. What a boring day. There was no astro and we just watching the RTB channel. mm...talking about my feelings at that time...all well-mixed like 'rojak'.Honestly, I was really not looking forward for my surgery. Since I was the only ENT patient going to be operated, so the doctor set the time that I will be sent to the operation theatre at 8 am. It was too early to me...but i just follow whatever the doctor instructions.
5th April 2008 (The moment of truth)
I did not sleep well the night before. Everything was not right to me. I can say I felt I was really nervous to face my early surgery for the next day. mm...before I was sent to the operation theatre, as usual the nurse do their job. And yet I still remember she was the same person who injected the medicine to me last november. mm...but it was hard for her to recall.hehe...but I still remember the way she talked(ala-ala indon gitu loh). I did not feel anything when she injected me.Then, the time came. My hubby, my sis and my parents-in-law walked along and sent me up to the outside of the OT.The doctor was already waiting for me inside. I could even see Dr Sharma, Dr Sara and some other doctors that really looks familiar and have seen them before.
I even talked to the one of the doctor and requested if they want to inject the medicine...not through the same vein like what they did like last time. I dunno what, where and how to describe where the vein is. As usual, it was hard for them to find my vein. What's wrong with my vein. They were trying to find my vein from both of my hands. Then, for the third time they successfully found my vein. Even, they told me earlier, they had to inject me thorugh my feet.mm...I have to agree with that. Well, once the medicine really worked on me...i felt so dizzy. mm...counted to three...I was already gone.hehe...What I remember, once they were pulling out the thingy out from my mouth...I felt want to vomit. I guess, they let me to have a rest after that. mm...anyway, everything went smoothly and I was inside there for 4 hours. I was really surprise.
It was just too much to remember what exactly happen on that day. After the operation, I was just lying on the bed and still dizzy. Then, I woke up want to go to the toilet. But I couldn't simply walk since I was really dizzy. So, they offered me to use the wheel chair. mm...I know I looked too bad for everyone who saw me that time. My neck was halfly covered and bandaged.hehe...I guess the stitches are more than 15 this time. mm...then..my mum brushed my hair, so that I looked clean and fine. After that, there were two nurses wanted to inject the antibiotics...I don't like to take the antibiotics. I have no choicce and have to agree ,it is use for preventing my scars from infections take place. I still remember who came on that day...of course Bapa and Babu, Rahman and Ka Jah, Syikin and G Pian...around 5 pm...Suzi and Sharol. Anyway guys,thank you so much for coming and visited me.
To be continued....
mm....I was in Ward 11 till Sunday. They were sad and sweet memories when I was in there. On Sunday, the doctors instructed the nurse to take the blood...there it goes again. mm...it was taken one of a nurse guy...he complaint to me, it was really hard to find my vein. He asked me to relax.hehe...the first try...ttteeettttt...no blood came out. He was really sorry for that. mm..and he said he cannot find the vein for the second time..he was goingto give up. He was there for about 15 minutes...looking for my vein from the right hand and to the left hand. I kept asking to the nurses..if there's any empty room in the first class ward 10.mm..they told us to wait for the queue and really full at that time.so..we just wait for the time to come. Suddenly, during the lunch time, we were told that there was already a room ready to be checked-in.hehe...I felt glad and relieved when I hear that from one of the nurse.
I thought once I moved to the room, I could sleep well. But actually no. Perhaps, may be it was just because of the new environment, that's all. mm...I was really nervous since I know the host in my neck will be removed on the next day as the doctor promised. Actually, the doctor was around 8 plus in the morning but at that time I was taking my bath. Perhaps too long, they decided to come back again later.Doctor Sharma came back at 10 plus and he really wanted to have check at my stitches.It was ok. Then, he said he wanted to remove the hos. This was the part I still cannot forget how painful it was. My sister was holding my hand at that time.She helped me to calm me down.BUT I was still can feel the pain when he removed the host along the stitches from inside. I was crying, I just let it out. I know, I feel ashamed crying infront of my doctor, but there was nothing I can do. It was REALLY REALLY PAINFUL. It was just cannot explain in words.
Just to make it a short one...I was in the hospital for 9 days. Last Sunday, the doctor removed my stitches. I was not that painful since it was already dry and hard. But honestly..he is really really a good doctor and really show that he is a specialist. Anyway, thanks to Doctor Sharma and all the doctors involved during my surgery took place. And of course, a very big thankful to all my visitors...especially to my beloved families...my aunties, uncles, my in laws, my cousins...and my friend..Suzi and Sharol...they were visiting me three times.Thank you once again and we are really appreciate it.I will try to get the pictures when I was admitted in the hospital from my sis. I still remember she grabbed some.Byezzz
That's all that I can share for now, Loves from MamaShasha
NOVEMBER
Cold weather greeted me to online
A special day, unforgettable chat with you
‘HardyBoy’ represented your lines, ‘DzCute’ mine
Fancied to know entire of you
‘Hello’ was how the conversation started
‘Hello to you too’ was how you answered
An hour spent wasn’t enough
Chemistry between us wasn’t a rough
First call didn’t turn to be the last
Phone rang turned up there was never end
Hearts touched was surely fast
Shared and trust began, believe it was never bend
Switched pictures presented ours
Loves started to blooming so deeply
Felt in love definitely occur
Feelings came and interfered suddenly
20th November 1998 when our love whispered
You said‘I love you’ , I was hearing
Night streched, darkness as our witnessed
Winter season we always remembering
King Cross Station where we first met
Kept on searching, his shadows clearly came
Mixed emotions shared our first date
Attractive eyes and smiles he blamed
Felt the warmth of his hand
Held my hand, loves he uttered
Internal feelings from me to my man
Was unbelievable, unexplainable and oddly pured
We walked along the street
Holding hands as we promised
Laughters well-treated, cared I need
Flowers you gave, I was so pleased
Love to you definitely sure and pure
Telling lies would be never
You are the first and last for sure
We love each other would be forever
