Thanks Suzi....

Hello ppl,
first of all I would to say thank you to my dearie friend, Suzi for treating us FUN DONUTS.hehe...finally, I ate donuts from FUN DONUTS shop. Heard the donuts are really yummy....she bought us 12 different flavours. hehe...thanks Dear. nyaman banar ling. BUT i only ate half of a donut ling...yang chocolate flavour. hehe...nyaman. NOT bad at all.hehe...thanks again. Actually, she promised to buy us the donuts before I was flying off to Singapore.hehe...BUT now she kept her promise. The donuts are also for my sister Ejah too.hehe...she will be coming over to my place tommorow to eat the donuts.Thanks again my dear...I will upload the pictures here next time.k

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Loves from MamaShasha

Breakfast with a friend, Ying

Hello ppl,
in the morning today, around 8.45 am I went out with my friend, Ying. Anyway, she is a nurse and now she is working at Ripas, Ward 10 where I was hospitalized for a week after my latest surgery. Even I met her when I was hospitalized last November for my first surgery. She even still remember me that I was the patient who was hospitalized in Room 10 last November. Then, two weeks before I went to Singapore, I met her at Oncology Clinic. Since then, we exchanged numbers and still keep in touch till now. Well, we promised to have a date out as soon as I finished my treatment, so today we had a breakfast date out. We chose Ceri Cafe as our dating destination.hehe...actually she just came back from work after her night shift work.hehe..thanks dear for your time.hehe...thanks again.

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Wow..she is almost two years now..

Hello ppl,
first of all I want to say, Alhamdulillah to Allah for giving us a beautiful princess, Nurin Shasha. What can I say about this little angel. She is everything to my hubby and I. Her presence in our life really really meant a lot to us. Worth waited for the 3 years and now she is almost two years. Syukur and Alhamdulillah. The moment I will never forget till the end of my life was the time when I was fighting with the ache came and go of the contractions . Wow, it was really amazing. . Honestly people, I want to go through it again and might be for our next baby will give me a different experience when I'll be in labour room.

I know that I cannot be pregnant in 6 months time from now. It is because of my radio iodine treatment I had in Singapore last 2 weeks. But my hubby and I have a dream. We want to have more least 3 more LOL.hehe...Inda salah merancang kan. But as we all aware, everything came from ALLAH. Mudahan kami ada rezeki anak lagi, AMIN. More junior Ziah and Hardi to come hehe. And the pictures of our princess above really really motivate me to be more stronger, get healthier and then thinking to have our next baby.LOL... Just want to share with you guys...hehe...Pray for us ppl...

When I go through the old pictures of hers', I really just couldn't believe that she is almost two years now. I am totally out of words. She is a big girl now.hehe...Anyway Shasha, Mama just want to say...I REALLY LOVE YOU.YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO MAMA AND BABAH. LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!!

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Dinner@Aminah Arif Restaurant..

Hello ppl,
just want to make a sort post here. Last night, we had a family dinner out at Aminah Arif @ Kiulap. My sister, Ejah treated us. Thank you so much Sis.hehe..biasa orang udah begaji ani.hehe...lain kali lagi ah...haha...Just tell us the time and place, we will be there..haha...Thanks again.

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Congratulations to my dearie SisTA

Hi all,

I would like to Congrats to my sis. She has been called for interview that will be hel this 3rd June. I am so happy to hear that from her. This is the moment she had been waiting for all this while. I am so so happy for you girl. Love Ya...

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Salam and Hello ppl,
I will paste some informations about Hypothroidism. Because of it I went through two separate surgicals before and went to Singapore for further treatment. It is also mentioning about my treatment below. Some people always asked me, what is it actually? Hope you guys will take your time to have a read on this article I got from internet. I ust want to share with you guys.Now, I understand why I have irregular period. It is very important for you guys to know about this. This is not only can happen to women...some men also will have this experience eventhough very rare.

Hypothyroidism is a condition in which the body lacks sufficient thyroid hormone. Since the main purpose of thyroid hormone is to "run the body's metabolism", it is understandable that people with this condition will have symptoms associated with a slow metabolism. Over five million Americans have this common medical condition. In fact, as many as ten percent of women may have some degree of thyroid hormone deficiency. Hypothyroidism is more common than you would believe...and, millions of people are currently hypothyroid and don't know it! [For an overview of how thyroid hormone is produced and how its production is regulated check out our thyroid hormone production page.]

There are two fairly common causes of hypothyroidism.

The first is a result of previous (or currently ongoing) inflammation of the thyroid gland which leaves a large percentage of the cells of the thyroid damaged (or dead) and incapable of producing sufficient hormone. The most common cause of thyroid gland failure is called autoimmune thyroiditis (also called Hashimoto's thyroiditis), a form of thyroid inflammation caused by the patient's own immune system.

The second major cause is the broad category of "medical treatments". As noted on a number of our other pages, the treatment of many thyroid conditions warrants surgical removal of a portion or all of the thyroid gland. If the total mass of thyroid producing cells left within the body are not enough to meet the needs of the body, the patient will develop hypothyroidism. Remember, this is often the goal of the surgery as seen in surgery for thyroid cancer. But at other times, the surgery will be to remove a worrisome nodule, leaving half of the thyroid in the neck undisturbed. Sometimes (often), this remaining thyroid lobe and isthmus will produce enough hormone to meet the demands of the body. For other patients, however, it may become apparent years later that the remaining thyroid just can't quite keep up with demand. Similarly, goiters and some other thyroid conditions can be treated with radioactive iodine therapy. The aim of the radioactive iodine therapy (for benign conditions) is to kill a portion of the thyroid to

[1] prevent goiters from growing larger, or
[2] producing too much hormone (hyperthyroidism). Occasionally, (often?) the result of radioactive iodine treatment will be that too many cells are damaged so the patient often becomes hypothyroid a year or two later. This is O.K. and usually greatly preferred over the original problem. There are several other rare causes of hypothyroidism, one of them being a completely "normal" thyroid gland which is not making enough hormone because of a problem in the pituitary gland. If the pituitary does not produce enough Thyroid Stimulating Hormone (TSH) then the thyroid simply does not have the "signal" to make hormone, so it doesn't.
Symptoms of Hypothyroidism
Weight gain or increased difficulty losing weight
Coarse, dry hair Dry
Rough pale skin
Hair loss Cold intolerance (can't tolerate the cold like those around you)
Muscle cramps and frequent muscle aches
Memory loss
Abnormal menstrual cycles
Decreased libido

Each individual patient will have any number of these symptoms which will vary with the severity of the thyroid hormone deficiency and the length of time the body has been deprived of the proper amount of hormone. Some patients will have one of these symptoms as their main complaint, while another will not have that problem at all and will be suffering from a different symptom. Most will have a combination of a number of these symptoms. Occasionally, some patients with hypothyroidism have no symptoms at all, or they are just so subtle that they go unnoticed.

Note: Although this may sound obvious, if you have these symptoms, you need to discuss them with your doctor and probably seek the skills of an endocrinologist. If you have already been diagnosed and treated for hypothyroidism and you continue to have any or all of these symptoms, you need to discuss it with your physician. Although treatment of hypothyroidism can be quite easy in some individuals, others will have a difficult time finding the right type and amount of replacement thyroid hormone. (More about this on the next page).

Potential Dangers of Hypothyroidism
Because the body is expecting a certain amount of thyroid hormone the pituitary will make additional thyroid-stimulating-hormone (TSH) in an attempt to entice the thyroid to produce more hormone. This constant bombardment with high levels of TSH may cause the thyroid gland to become enlarged and form a goiter (termed a "compensatory goiter"). Our goiter page goes into this topic in detail, and outlines that a deficiency of thyroid hormone is a common cause of goiter formation. Left untreated, the symptoms of hypothyroidism will usually progress. Rarely, complications can result in severe life-threatening depression, heart failure or coma.Hypothyroidism can often be diagnosed with a simple blood test. In some persons, however, its not so simple and more detailed tests are needed. Most importantly, a good relationship with a good endocrinologist will almost surely be needed. More about treatment on another page.Hypothyroidism is completely treatable in many patients simply by taking a small pill once a day! Once again, however, we have made a simplified statement and its not always so easy. There are several types of thyroid hormone preparations and one type of medicine will not be the best therapy for all patients. Many factors will go into the treatment of hypothyroidism and it is different for everybody. More about treatment on another page.

Click here for further information:

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Good to be home...

Hello ppl,
I just opened my blog and then decided want to make a short post here. Just came back from Singapore last nite. Kami sampai di Brunei at 11 pm. Alhamdulillah, perjalanan kami lancar and everything was just fine. Reached home at almost 11.30 pm,then had a chit-chat with my parents and tidur dalam pukul 1+ish am. Banyak cerita kan di share with them. Lagipun, Shasha pun tidur dalam pukul 1 lalu atu jua. She slept with with my mum, my dad and my bro. They missed Shasha so much, as they targeted Shasha will be sleeping with them. I dun mind at all, since I still have to kurang2 kan to get close to Shasha jua. Tapi yang kasiannya..makin ku avoid dari ia, makin ia kan mau dakat. Kasian kan.Kan bemanja tia. mm..what to do. It is for her own good.

But ppl, masa ani I feel so tired, mudah ngalih. Luckily, I have started taking Thyroxine since last least kurang lah sikit ngalih atu. And I am on MC till this Thursday and then sambung lagi cuti weekend. So, I will be back at work on Monday.So, aku mau rehat sepuas-puasnya hehe..gunakanlah masa itu dengan sebaik2 nya. So, i have another six days untuk rehat.

Well people, really a short one in here. Start to feel sleepy and I guess I will take my nap shortly.ok...byezz

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Salam and hello to all of you people...
currently I am having a rest in the hotel. Today, is my day four in Singapore. I would like to summarise about all I had and went through last few days.
First Day: Monday, 19th May 2008
---Flying off to Singapore at 8.00 am and arrived at Singapore around 10.45 am. Brunei embassy people was waiting for us with my name wrote on a piece of paper. We were asked to have a seat for a while they were arranging something. Once they done, we gave them a letter which was mainly for them. Then, after 10 mins, embassy driver drove us to Royal On Scotts hotel is not bad at all. It is located around the Orchard Road, infront of Hyatt Hotel.
---Then, once we reached our room, we were having a rest before we started our first day of shopping. hehe...since the next day I will be admitted to Hospital and will be isolated in a room for a few days. I just shopped what I have targeted. I bought two trousers from Marks & Spencer, some Shasha's clothes,some bracelets and a handbag from OG. Thinking want to grab some handbags coming few days. Depends on my budget.hehe...We had our lunch at Delifrance located inside Paragon. mm...I crave for the potatoes but unfortunately it was not available at that time. So, I just ordered Chicken and Potato. mm...we went to Lucky Plaza to buy some 'murah' seluar for me.hehe...I want to buy more soon.nyaman dipakai yoh..
---We arrived at the hotel around 5+ish..then..I took my shower and have a rest. Because the next day, I will be admitted to the hospital.
Second Day, 20th May 2008
---I woke up at 7.30 am and took my shower. The embassy people promised to fetch us up at 8.45 am. So, we have to be punctual as we reminded by the Ministry of Health from Brunei. So, reached at Singapore General Hospital around 9.00am and the embassy people was already waiting for us there. He brought us to the Oncology Department. We were waiting for almost an hour for my name to be called. The time came and I met Dr David. And he explained to me regarding about the treatment that I will be going through such as how many ml the radoiodine that I will be swallowing, not to get pregnant for this coming 6 months, I will be isolated ina room for few days, even after I will be discharged I cannot get closer, touch, kiss my daughter for three days since the radiation will still remain in my body eventhough the level is low. There are something that I have to aware. Before admitted, they took my blood just want ti check my clacium and my blood count. We were asked to go to the admission office tp arrange about my admission. I had to take my luch before 12 pm since I will be taking the medicine at 2 pm. We were asked to go to Ward 72 for my admission. My room number is 24. Then, we asked for their permission to had our lunch since we had 20 mins left before 12 pm. We were rushing and again we had our lunch at Delifrance. I had a Vegeterian Pizza,corn soup and a sausage croissants. I have to eat people. I didn't care about my diet at all at that time.
---We went back to my room and they gave us a short briefing what are the regulations after eating the medicine. A nurse remind me, after buang air besar and kecil..hehe...pasal inda tau dalam bahasa inggeris lah tu..hehe...I have to flush the toilet twice.This is due to everything came out from my body was radioactive. Almost at two, my hubby went back to the hotel and left me alone in that room. We were asked to be ready at 2 pm and we will be sent to the place in a group. There were five of us. mm...talking about the medicine, the taste was a bit salty. Mine was only a small dosage...we just have to drink using a straw and then goes with water. We were sent back to our room. We were asked not to talk too much for an hour after we had the medicine. Then, after an hour, we were allowed to eat and drink. I had an apple and grapes. What I heard from people before make me scared. They said my taste bud will be affected..which all the food I will eat will be tasteless. I start to believe myself.Some people experience make me scared and everything was set in our mind. If we think it that way, perhaps you will be going through they way they did.BUT to me, alhamdulillah...thank you to ALLAH, everything was ok. BUT the time I had my dinner, out of blues I was crying. Dunno why. I felt lonely and I miss my Shasha and my Sayang. They were always around me all these times. That time I start to realized, how important they are in my life. Even, when I type this out, I still can feel the same how I felt when I was alone in that room. I was eating and crying at the same time. Only ALLAH knows how I felt at that time. I MISS THEM SO MUCH. Even now, my tears start to fall again. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. Around 9+ish, my hubby called me up and I can hear my Shasha was calling me. I was crying again and again. I miss her so much. and people...I am crying now...I knew that I will not be seeing her for coming two days. To be frank, I dun want to go through this anymore. So, I have to be strong and can't wait to over this treatment. I slept in at 10+ish...
---Third Day, Second day of my quarantined day...21st May 2008
Today, I can start the reaction of the medicine inside my body. I started want to vomit once I smell the food. Luckily, they gave me the medicine just to avoid from vomitting. Just that I can't stand the smell of the food.I didn't touch my lunch at all. I just request for hot milo and crackers.I only had that for my lunch. Later on, my hubby and my bro in law cameto visit me and sent my Ayam Penyet for me. Nyaman kali ah....rather than makan yang makanan di hospital.As if like orang pregnant that cannot stand the smell of the alhamdulillah, i did not vomit. They were visiting me for 15 mins only, cannot more than that. I asked the nurse regarding about my discharge. The doctor said the chances for me to be discharged is 90%. I was glad to hear that.
---Fourth Day, The discharge Day...22nd May 2008
We were asked to be ready at 8.30 am and then there will be amah to take us to the Oncology. My hubby came around 7.45 as he promised.hehe thanks Sayang. Once we reached there, we were asked to change and ready for the CT Scan. I was waiting for almost 45 mins for the scan since I was the second in our group to do it. mm..while waiting, I talked to a chinese guy (he is one from our group). He had this thyroid last 20 years ago, then now the cells was spread out to the lungs. and talked about this one guy from our group too. He is 56 years old. He went through the operation for 5 times , because the cells was spread out to his brain. and he have to go through 6 more kan..I feel so lucky, sedangkan ada lagi orang yang bernasib kurang baik. He must be stronger to go through all these. I pray for him...Mudahan ya lakas baik, Amin. Time for my scanning...I went through it for almost 30 mins. Sangal jua punggung..then the person who incharged asked me why I kept sighing...hehe..I had to tell her that I had a back pain. Then, dibaginya bantal dibawah my kaki...ahh...then I start to feel comfort.hehe...she told me to should be done in 10 mins time. As soon as the scan was done, I changed my clothes and waiting to see my doctor. Menanti adalah sesuatu penyiksaan. Really people, I just dunno what I felt that time. For me, the purpose of the scan...discovered new things inside our body. BUT alhamdulillah, the result was ok. The radiation level in my body is getting low and the things is not spreading to my other organs. I was really glad and happy to hear that from him. My blood test result was also ok, my calcium is ok and my blood count ok. ALHAMDULILLAH. Now, I have nothing to worry anymore. I want to have enough rest and i have to make sure I will be fit and ready to work. Dr David gave MC till next Saturday.And it will be confirmed again by Dr Shafiq and I will be reported to him on Monday. Now, I feel so relieved. Everything is over, just that I need to have a frequent check up once I get back to Brunei.
We will be flying off back to Brunei this Sunday. mm... I will be updating again tommorow ppl Insya Allah. Now, I am using my bro-in-law's laptop for blogging.hehe...
I will upload some of our pictures here once I get back to Brunei...

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Loves from MamaShasha

Bye Bye People

Time shows 10.50 pm, we are still giving a final touch packing on our things. usual, last minute work.Everything should be prepare before we take our nap. It is consider late now since we have to wake up early tomorow. So, tommorow we will be flying off to Singapore...this time is not for me as you all aware about this. Anyway...Bon Voyage to me...hehe...I will not updating my blog while I am away coz I won't take along my laptop with me. Pray for me people...Love You All...MMMMuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhzzzz.......I will miss my blog....:(
To Suzi...there will be no MSN for me dear. So, I will sms you my dear.hehe....

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Last day at work before flying off to SIngapore...

Salam and hello ppl,
today I woke up at 6.25 am. I know it was a bit late and suppposed to wake up at 6.00. I was really exhausted since I didn't have enough rest yesterday. The night before I was updating my blog up to 1.30 am and then the next day I woke up at 8-ish. Duhhh...then didn't take any rest and any napping for the whole day. I was really exhausted.
Today, I left home at 7 when I switched on the Radio, I heard it was a news on air. I was supposed to be at Batu Bersurat area that time. I reached school at 7.25 am.UUrrrggghhhh..... To me, what a very exhausting week I have. Luckily, I have no class at all today.At least, I just stay in my lab and hopefully I am not going to relieve any class today. Before I went to my lab, I looked for dear friend. She is really a good friend and a good listener too. I prefer talk to her than others.Pengacau aku ah...hehe...kadang telalai ia membersih.hehe..
And I am craving for SUSHI, even though cannot eat the seafood or the raw salmon...but HELLO...there are still Futo Maki Sushi, Tori Katsu Sushi, Pickels Sushi..hehe...and even Chicken yummy. Thinking kan membawa my sayang ke sana plang, but of course not during the lunch time since I have to go Menglait Hall at Gadong this afternoon. Our school will be the host of eleven schools from BRUNEI III area for takraw Competition. So,I have to go home and betukar baju. Actually nya, malas plang kan datang but since I will be flying off to Singapore and will not be here on the final day, I have to come.Hopefully kalau my sayang mau makan di Escapade this afternoon for our dinner.hehe...

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Loves from MamaShasha

Alamak..Terlebih sudah...

Maintain Ayu Ka Ilee ah
More pictures to upload...having problem uploaded the pictures last nite

Hello ppl,

Alamak..terlebih sudah...those words yang plaing banyak ku cakapkan hari, there was a tahlil function my grandmother's place As usual, it was the time me and my cousins gathered. Few pictures was taken...and come on lah, lawa kali ah.hahha...vogue gitu loh.hehe.Alamak terlebih sudah...pantang nampak camera mesti kan begambar.hehe...Biasalah..Dang Ejah, Ka Ilee, Baby, Kak Didi and myself.hehe...well, we just grabbed the chance kan begambar ramai2.ya tah nganya time bejumpa kan.

Later on, my auntie served us with AMBUYAT.hehe...and she made a 'BINJAI 'cacah for me with no belacan. As they are aware at the moment I cannot eat any belacan and all the yummy my sis and my auntie said, I was the one yang planing lama makan ambuyat eventhough at first I decided kan makan sikit saja.LOL..nyaman kali ah.hehe...

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Akhirnya....Kaja Siap.

Me and my collegues
Control ayu CgPg ah...hehe...

Well people, what a busy day I had today. We were expecting our SUT will be visiting our school but turned out lah. Sekurang-kurangnya beusai jua class ku.hehe..BUT inda tau saja ia boleh datang anytime she wants. At least, I have done my work as I plan lah. All certificates for Takraw competition is done.Memang kan ku target siapkan hari ani. Aku mau my kaja siap before ku fly off to Singapore this Monday. Alhamdulillah, semua kaja siap udah. So, i dun have to worry sudah ku di sana.
These are the pictures taken this morning.Masa kami rehat tadi.hehe...
Well, nothing much to say here. Now, I am at my mum's place and sanang udah online di sini. Because my sis ada e-speed udah n wi last, kalau tido sini, dapat jua online. hehe..ok...I will be off soon.Kan rehat.It is almost one sudah ni. I should be in bed udah ni.taking my nap. Masa ani windy banar, takut lah....byezzzz and Salam.

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Loves from MamaShasha

Shasha with her new camping house...

Babah pun boleh masuk
This is Shasha's new camping house...

These are the pictures of Shasha and her new camping house.hehe..Her daddy bought her last Saturday. Mana ia tau awal2, babahnya inda mau tunjukkan ia masang.hehe...konon babahnya kan surprise kan ia.hehe..She really happy and excited once ia masuk keb ilik.hehe..babahnya..sekali kan membali...inda kira hujan kah apa kah...sanggup guys can see, babahnya pun dapat fit in dalam atu.hehe...

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Tahlil Function @ Keramut Telisai

See, Aiman Haziq memegang pipi Shasha
What do u guys think? mm..kan samakan basarnya??
Farah kan mengambil bola dari Shasha ..hehe...CUTE

Family 2011

Hello ppl,
regrding about the topic about I supposed to write about it last week udah. BUT then since I didn't find my USB cable for my camera, boring tia jua kalau kan update if there's no pictures kan di upload. These are some of the pictures taken when we were at my cousin's place in Keramut last Friday.Kami sampai sana dalampukul 11 lalu, almost 12. They had a small tahlil function saja, ppl invited orang masjid and then kami punya family saja. And on that day jua, my beloved Auntie, Uwak, bagi aku baju kurung yang dipotongnya di Singapore and it costs $188. Believe that?The colour is orange, nya my nini, my sayang, ka ilee..lawa arah aku Che Wah.hehe...Thanks to you Uwak. I love you. Even though longgar arah aku LOL..kan gtau lost weight lah tu...hehe...aku terima aja.Banyak udah kami ani ampit ni olehnya. mmm..mudahan Uwak sentiasa sihat and dimurahkan rezeki. AMIN

And then...lapas function atu, biasalah..we stayed and have a chit chat lagi.Minum-minum. We went home at 5.30pm kali. Because aku kan melawat my nini since that day was Friday, they were a family gathering with some Libut's family. Kind of lama udah inda bekumpul sama drang.I met my cousins. Zati and Kak Didi mengaur aku makin kurus lah..kureng saja.haha..well, biasalah kan melatop nganya inda idung ah.hehe...I have to add more effort kan mengurangkan berat badan ani. hehe...mudah2 han. Go MamaShasha..YOU CAN DO IT GIRL! There was a picture taken by me when a son of my cousin Didi, Aiman Haziq mengacau2 Shasha.Suka ia kan Shasha.hehe...he kept close to Shasha..memegang muka Shasha and touched Shasha's hair.One good thing, Shasha didn't even bother kan menolak tangannya. Dibiarkannya saja...haha...and also pictures of Shasha and my cousin's daughter, Ka Ilee...sepupu dua kali Shasha...Farah.Kan sama basar drang orang cakap Shasha atu lakas basar, tinggi..liat Daddynya.haha..Kalau Paham Bisai

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Fuuuuuhhhhhhhhh.....What a tiring day....

Salam and hello ppl,
what a tiring day for me ppl.Non stop work. But at least, I managed to finish up all my works.Alhamdulillah.With the help of my friends, Surinah and Maya...thank you guys. To Maya..lain kali ku belanja. Lunch out kita ni.hehe...she is a new music teacher in our school. Boleh dikatakan sekepala ani bah.hehe...gila sama gila gitu loh.hehe...she was helping me melakat no. stock arah computer components..monitors, keyboards and CPU.hehe...thanks again. Surinah...she helped me to do the cleaning.hehe...thanks a lot dear.

I left school at 3.30 pm and didn't go home straight away. Singgah ke Supa buy some food to eat. Lapar yoh.nda makan tengahari.hehe...lapas minum2...I took my shower. Thinking want to have a rest plang BUT antah ah.feel fresh jua lapas mandi. Lagipun, I want to watch my favorite TV3 drama at 6.30 pm. I dun want to miss it. This week is the final week I heard.Hopefully. nothing more to say actually. After this, I want to watch TV.k..byeezzz...

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Loves from MamaShasha

Busy Week

Hello people,

this is my first post for this week. As the topic shown, this week is a very busy week for me. NOT only me, it goes to all Sekolah Rendah Katok's teachers. This is because SUT will be visiting to our school this coming Thursday. Even today, I reached home at 4.15 pm. I didn't come home for lunch. Tomorow, will be a long day for me again. I have another room to organized and should be decorated. Well today, I have done decorate my long board at the back of ICT Lab 2 with the help of Surinah, a friend of mine. Thanks my dear. She helped me a a return, I treat her Soto Hj Saban.

I will be continuing my work again tommorow. I guess I will not be going home for lunch. Another busy day. I will do some luminating, cutting, pasting and got more more things to do. Won't forget to do some cleaning both of the ICT Lab with the help of Surinah and Zarina. Heard they plan to clean the window glass. So, perhaps I will help them to do some cleanings too.

On Saturday, we will be a host for Takraw competition. I have to make sure, all the certificates will be done by Friday. Beside on Saturday, I will be starting to pack our things and make sure everything will be ready on Sunday. Next Monday, we will be flying off to Singapore. Our flight will be at 8 am in the morning. Means that by 6 am we should be at the airport.

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Loves from MamaShasha

Merah gitu loh...

Hello ppl..
today is Saturday and we have a co-curriculum periods for an hour. We were asked to wear sports outfit. So, I wore a red shirt and maroon sport trouser. hehe...berani kali ah makai merah. Once i reached school, I wore my jacket so that no one will noticing me wearing RED shirt. But then, at last I was persuaded by a friend, ok kali ah..nda jua apa2 makai merah. Then, after being persuaded so many times, with confidence and with no doubt I was proudly show to people...I was wearing RED.haha...then one of the teacher, Fitri..Merah jua....haha...adeh...then some other friends was also menagur..MERAH ni..hehe...the I just answered them..Luckily there were no bulls around...haha...tu ya.kalau ada, aku dulu yang lari kali eh.hehe...
I had no class at all every Saturday. But today, I have to relief two classes. One after the break and the other one was 30 mins to 12.30.hehe...ya tah penggalar ku tu..kertas untuk relief..Surat saman ni.haha...even..I am going to relief a class on Monday and the next one will be on Tuesday. Tau drang aku kan ke Singapore ani...haha....
I want to post more but since the Memory Stick Adaptor ani sakit sikit and I couldn't find USB for my camera,so I can't upload any pictures here. Sasakku kali ah, dari tadi mencuba, inda jua mau2nya. So, I gave up and then buat saja topic on baju MA-ANG ku hari ani.Ok, I think that's it lah. byeeezzzzz....hopefully I will find my USB untuk camera atu soon....dapat jua upload pictures in here.

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Loves from MamaShasha

Early dinner with Suzi@Ceri Cafe

Suzi & MamaShasha

Posing kali ah...sampat lagi menarik minuman atu..
Me & drinks
My Mango Chicken

I had an early dinner today people. I had a date with a bestfriend of mine, Suzi. Yesterday, she went to my place and then she asked me...Dang, bila kita ni makan ah??, this morning I sms here and suggested why not we go out she couldn't make it at the night time.She will be seeing her therapist.So, we decided to go out a bit earlier. At 4.15pm, she sms me and Around 4.30 pm she picked me up,then straight away we zoomed to Serusop Area and we chose Ceri Cafe. mm..talking about the food, not bad at all. Actually people,lately I crave to eat Mango Fish BUT since I cannot eat any fish, I changed it into Mango Chicken, eventhought i didn't see it in the menu. Wow, it was so yummy.Nyaman kali ah....

About the restaurant, I like the environment there. Romantic gitu loh.Lain kali bawa my Sayang ke sana. hehe...For my drink, I just ordered Ice Lemon Tea. This time was on me, since I didn't give any presents for her b'day. Just treat her lah.hehe...tapi next time dang, u lagi belanja ah.hehe...I want to go there lagi for our next date. Perhaps, lain kali more relax lah ling, macam rushing saja tadi atu.hehe...

After that, we went off to hasutan sekawan ku atu, I bought kain. mm...thanks for the hasutan atu my dear. I really appreciate that.a..well girl, I really had a good time.lain kali lagi ah...

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Loves from MamaShasha

The date is confirmed...

Hello ppl...
just to make a shoutout here.Last Tuesday, I recieved a call from Oncology Department, RIPAS. They informed me that I will be flying off to Singapore for my treatment on the 19th May.So, Singapore, here we come again BUT this time with different AIM. Not SHOPPING but TREATMENT. I hope everything will be fine and the treatment won't take so long. We decide to bring along my Shasha and my maid,Ana too. We need her to look after Shasha while I'll be hospitalised. Still dunno how long I will be quarantined in that SPECIAL ROOM. It depends on how the medicine flushed out from my body. One of the doctor told me before, after the treatment, I need to drink a lot of water. So that, it will flushed out more faster. mm..I will definitely do that. Anyway, just pray for me guys...Hope Everything Will be Fine. Amin.

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Loves from MamaShasha


Salam and hello to all of you here...
I am so sorry for updating my blog for 3 days. I have been very busy lately. Now, while waiting for my students to turn up, so I am pushing myself to post. Nothing much interesting had happened recently. What I can say, there is always up and down in life. A bestfriend of mine, Suzi complaint to me why I haven't updating my blog. hehe....Yesterday afternoon, she came to my place and we had a chit-chat for almost 45 minutes. She sent her camera batteries and need my help to charge those batteries. She told me either she left the charger in KK or misplaced it. Since we have the same brand, so mm...I just help her lah.haha...macam inda ikhlas bunyinya.haha...anyway ling, udah becharging your battery.If you want to pick it up, let me know, you can come and pick it up.hehe...I know you will be reading my blog. She is one of my loyal visitor and blog viewer. At least, I know I have a loyal fan out there.LOL..

mm..I guess I will be leaving shortly. My students will be here in a minute.Anyway, if I have things to share, I will make a post again later. Ta Raaa

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Loves from MamaShasha

Me & My Neck Cut

haha....I just decide to post a picture of my neck after a month of the big ha. almost around of the neck. Dun Try This At Home!!!haha

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Loves from MamaShasha

Weekend Family Dinner Out

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Shasha was acting as a chairman>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>What a long table we had there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>Me, Ejah, Ka iLee(Red shirt), my Grandma, Asil and my Auntie, Uwak>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Yummy, isn't it?? That was my cacah with no belacan>>>>>>>>>>>>>

First of all, I would like to thanks my beloved cousin, Ka Ilee. Thanks for the treat anyway. On the Saturday night, we had a family dinner out at Aminah Arif Restaurant at Tutong. Family 102 was also invited. So, there were 4 families altogether, Ka ilee and her family(Family 4929), us (Family 2011), Chu'nai and family (Family 102) and my dad's family (Family 5519). mm..the food was really yummy. We had ambuyat for our dinner. Ka Illee requested a special dip sauce or 'CACAH' just for me with no belacan.hehe..since, I cannot eat any seafood...mmm...the taste was not that bad.But if the 'cacah' blended with the belacan, the taste much much more better I guess. mm...No choice.But still the food was really yummy. I will post some of the pictures here. To my beloved cousins in UK, Didi and Hafiz...tahan2 saja tah liur atu sayang.hehe...udah balik dapat jua kamu makan...hehe...

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Loves from MamaShasha

Shasha & Atok

This is a picture of Shasha with her great grandparent (my grandfather) from my mum's side. He is the one who was hospitalized recently at Hospital Tutong. Yesterday afternoon, we went to his place and visited him. As usual, we were having minum-minum. At the same time, I met my uncles and my aunties. That was their daily routine, visiting my grandfather every afternoon.Since Shasha didn't have any picture with him, so I just took the oppurtunity by taking their pictures. He is too old, isn't he? mm...Allah Bless You My Beloved Yapa.

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Loves from MamaShasha

My new baby...

Hello to you guys...

just wanna post a short one here. These are the pictures of my new baby..hehe..N81. At last, I bought new phone. Actually, I wanted to buy this kind of handphone around last month. So, I couldn't to do so since I was hospitalised. This afternoon , my family and I went out to Gadong area and I bought this phone at last.yii haa....Bahagia rasanya...

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Loves from MamaShasha

about me...

A wife to my beLoved hubby, Hardi and a mother to my lovely daugther, Nurin Shasha and to our handsome prince, Muhammad Luqmanulhakim.Love them so much.I am a simple person, Teaching is my career, Love my parents. Love Singing, Love Arts, Love Writing Poems, Love Music, Love Shoppings,Love Window Shopping, Love Cooking. Love Photography,Love blogging and love to learn new things..


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Poem For My Sayang

Cold weather greeted me to online
A special day, unforgettable chat with you
‘HardyBoy’ represented your lines, ‘DzCute’ mine
Fancied to know entire of you
‘Hello’ was how the conversation started
‘Hello to you too’ was how you answered
An hour spent wasn’t enough
Chemistry between us wasn’t a rough
First call didn’t turn to be the last
Phone rang turned up there was never end
Hearts touched was surely fast
Shared and trust began, believe it was never bend
Switched pictures presented ours
Loves started to blooming so deeply
Felt in love definitely occur
Feelings came and interfered suddenly
20th November 1998 when our love whispered
You said‘I love you’ , I was hearing
Night streched, darkness as our witnessed
Winter season we always remembering
King Cross Station where we first met
Kept on searching, his shadows clearly came
Mixed emotions shared our first date
Attractive eyes and smiles he blamed
Felt the warmth of his hand
Held my hand, loves he uttered
Internal feelings from me to my man
Was unbelievable, unexplainable and oddly pured
We walked along the street
Holding hands as we promised
Laughters well-treated, cared I need
Flowers you gave, I was so pleased
Love to you definitely sure and pure
Telling lies would be never
You are the first and last for sure
We love each other would be forever

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