Salam and Hello people... anyway, sorry for the late to make a post about this new year, 2009. Well, it is time for us to open up a new chapter in our life and doesn't mean that you have to forget anything took place in the past. So many things happened last year, 2008. Of course, there were sweet and bad memories. I believe that something had happened, there were good things actually behind it. I have learnt few things from the things that had happened to me. Well, I have to admit that I have done mistakes here and there. Hey, we are human being who just cannot simply run away to do anything wrong or any mistakes BUT at least we learnt something from it, well, I guess, I might understand some people have to be aware and have to make sure it is not going to happen again for the second time. I can accept that and may be if I am on their shoes, I might be doing the same thing. I guess so...
Last year, in April, I was having my second surgery because I had a thyroid cancer and then, in May, I went off to Singapore to do my treatment and I have been quarantined in a room for two nights and three days. My treatment that I had is the radioiodine...we cannot mixed with people especially those who have a weak antibody such as babies, children, elders and pregnant women. Well, i hope everything is cleared after my surgery and treatment. I just hope that thing willnot going to happen again in my life. I was really suffer...with the all injections...the pain after the surgery...it was a bit painful. Enough is enough...It was really fussy actually that i had to do the scanning before the operations...take the sample out from thyroid...but I know, there must a reason why Allah give all that. Just keep on praying...hopefully I will have a good health in the future. Amin.
There are so many things that I want to do this year that cannot be done last year. One thing for sure, I want to be a good wife to my hubby and a great mother to my precious princess, Nurin Shasha. Please don't laugh ok...I am trying so hard each day to improve myself to be a better person. There is nothing else I want in my life, to be beside my dear hubby and my Shasha. And one more thing, I hope this year, there will be a new member in our family that I have been waiting for and wanting in our life. Boy or girl, we will be happily accepted with our open arms because everything is from Allah. I will be greatful, if I have a baby this year. Amin. Pray for me guys...Amin Amin Amin Yaa Rabbal A'lamin.
One more thing, as mentioned by my friend in her blog, not to leave the five-time prayers. I have to remind myself always over and over again. Ya Allah, please give me the strength....
Of course, I have to lose weight...have to. I have to watch everthing that take... I have to drink a lot of water...HAVE TO. haha...YOU CAN DO IT MAMASHASHA.
Anyway, actually there are many things appear in my mind...BUT...i know it is gonna take time for me to list it down. LOL. I just pray for every wishes listed by me and YOU...and...YOU....and YOU...will be successfully achieved this year. Amin...
NOVEMBER
Cold weather greeted me to online
A special day, unforgettable chat with you
‘HardyBoy’ represented your lines, ‘DzCute’ mine
Fancied to know entire of you
‘Hello’ was how the conversation started
‘Hello to you too’ was how you answered
An hour spent wasn’t enough
Chemistry between us wasn’t a rough
First call didn’t turn to be the last
Phone rang turned up there was never end
Hearts touched was surely fast
Shared and trust began, believe it was never bend
Switched pictures presented ours
Loves started to blooming so deeply
Felt in love definitely occur
Feelings came and interfered suddenly
20th November 1998 when our love whispered
You said‘I love you’ , I was hearing
Night streched, darkness as our witnessed
Winter season we always remembering
King Cross Station where we first met
Kept on searching, his shadows clearly came
Mixed emotions shared our first date
Attractive eyes and smiles he blamed
Felt the warmth of his hand
Held my hand, loves he uttered
Internal feelings from me to my man
Was unbelievable, unexplainable and oddly pured
We walked along the street
Holding hands as we promised
Laughters well-treated, cared I need
Flowers you gave, I was so pleased
Love to you definitely sure and pure
Telling lies would be never
You are the first and last for sure
We love each other would be forever
