Muhammad Luqmanulhakim selepas lahir...
London Kebab..yummy...sampai jua makan...
Just wanna make a simple post here...disebalik kisah di hari kelahiran Muhammad Luqmanulhakim....
On the 18th Sept....lapas sahur...I already felt the contraction...well, just cannot explain how the pain is...only a mother experienced and really know how it really feels. I kept on checking the time...it came and go...in 15 mins. mm...but it was hard for me to close my eyes...just have to cope with the pain for almost two hours...but then it is gone.
Then, in the morning...as I promised to my sister...I'll be joining her to bake the 'Tapak Kuda' roll...well, eventhough the pain come and go...mm...my mum adviced me to break my fast...she also reminded me to drink a lot of water. So, I just break my fast and drank a lot of water.
I think...we done with the Tapak Kuda in the afternoon...around 4 pm...I have to prepare Shasha n take her for shower...because my auntie invited us to 'Sungkai' at her place...then...done with Shasha.
Jeng...jeng....finally...I found a brown discharge...well, I guess...the time is almost there. Honestly, my feelings already fully mixed...nervous, afraid, sad, depress....semua lah bercampur. Then, I told my hubby...if the pain is coming in every 10 mins...we better zoom to bandar. Before that, I just went to my auntie's place...give chance my hubby to break his fast dulu. At that time, the pain is come and go...came in every 7 minutes. When I told my mum....just dunno why I can't stop my tears..at that time, I might be thinking of my little girl...Nurin Shasha. I would be away from her for a few days. Then...nangis...nangis..nangis...Hanya Allah yang tahu apa perasaaanku hari atu....:(
Then, met with my bro-in-law somewhere in Supa Save Gadong...have to drag him along..just in case, my hubby mendangani ku turun ke labour room. mmm...We didn't go to the hospital straight away. Actually, after sungkai at my auntie's, I planned to go to Sengkurong to buy London Kebab. So, since the pain come n go, i requested to go to Lambak to buy London Kebab. I was really craved for it. mm...yeah...sampai jua makan kebab.LOL...thanks sayang...
I kept on checking on the time...masih dalam 7-9 mins. The time shows 10 ish pm...feel tired..we decided to have a stop at my mum-in-laws place. I kept saying to myself...I would not be going to the hospital till the pain come n go in 5 minutes time. Almost 11 pm, the pain came n go in 5 mins time, mmm...n I know my mum-in-law really worried at that time n she adviced us to go to hospital...n ia pun ikut sekali.
Sudah di hospital...inda jua tarus masuk...just prepare myself outside of the labour room...n of course...I can feel the pain. mmm...feel so nervous, hard for me n really masa atu as if..I have to push myself kan masuk ke dalam. I know I had no choice...sooner or later, I have to face it jua.As my mum-in-law say...Tawakal saja.
Once I enter the labour room, wah...i just dunno how to describe my feelings at that time. The nurse asked me to change my cloth. Then, just wanna make it short...they checked ...it was already 8 cm opened. Then...drang pacah kan air ketuban...unfortunately...drang merasa punggungnya instead of the head. Kali drg confirmed the baby is bridging (songsang). No choice..I have to go through caesar one more time. mm...kisah disebalik kelahiran Muhammad Luqmanulhakim....
Muhammad Luqmanulhakim selepas lahir...
London Kebab..yummy...sampai jua makan...
